THE MOST BEAUTIFUL MUSIC I EVER HEARD

FIRST, I WRITE IN CAPS DUE TO POOR VISION.  THIS SUBJECT ENVOLVES A PHYSICAL CONDITION THAT HAS A NAME.  IT RUNS HAND IN HAND WITH LOSS OF HEARING.  IT IS REPORTED THAT BEETHOVEN WROTE HIS MOST BEAUTIFUL MUSIC WHEN HE WAS GOING DEAF.  I ALSO HAVE RINGING OF THE EARS...TINITUS OR SOMETHING LIKE THAT.  I CANNOT REMEMBER MY FIRST ENCOUNTER WITH THIS MUSIC....I DO KNOW I RUN A FAN AT NIGHT FOR WHAT IS CALLED "WHITE NOISE"  ONE NIGHT, I AWAKENED AND HEARD THE MOST FAINT AND MOST BEAUTIFUL MUSIC....IT WAS NOT OF THIS WORLD.  SO INCREDIBLY BEAUTIFUL.  IT DID NOT FRIGHTEN ME, BUT IT DID AROUSE MY CURIOSITY.   I TURNED MY HEAD ON PILLOW TO ANOTHER POSITION, AND FOR A MOMENT, THE MUSIC WENT AWAY, ONLY TO RETURN.  I, THEN CHANGED SPEED ON THE FAN, AND AGAIN, A TEMPORARY INTERLUDE, ONLY TO RETURN.  I REMEMBER THINKING THAT IF THIS COULD BE RECORDED, IT WOULD TOP THE CHARTS...STRANGELY, IT WAS BLUES....THREE PIECE BAND.  I HAD ANOTHER EXPERIENCE OF THIS MONTHS LATER.  I AWOKE TO SOMEONE SINGING A BALLAD....AND I ALSO SAW A DIM VISION OF THE SETTING.  THE SONG WAS ABOUT A YOUNG MAN WHO SAW THE WOMAN OF HIS DREAMS STROLLING AROUND A ROSE GARDEN...ALONE.  THERE WAS A WALL AROUND THIS GARDEN, AND HE COULD NOT GET IN....ONLY GAZE AT HER....HE CAME BACK AGAIN AND AGAIN TO SEE IF SHE WAS THERE.  SHE NEVER CAME BACK.  THE ONLY LYRICS I REMEMBER ARE..."OH ROSE, OH ROSE..WAIT FOR ME"    AGAIN, IT WAS A BEAUTY NOT KNOWN TO ME.  SOMETIMES THE MYSTERIES OF LIFE AND OUR OWN MAKE-UP GREATLY......SCARES ME!    THE B